Stop while you're ahead! Sis you still have time!
Ever been so mad it made you evil as hell! Honestly, every woman will not say yes! You can lie and tell yourself you have never been bitter! At least twice in your life, you have been bitter! Angry with mad rage! Social media stalking and so much more, let me explain!
His name is in the search engine because you deleted him from all social media sites but, yet and still, you are still LOOKING! Stop it, it is only going to make matters worse! I used to be bitter as hell!! I was angry as hell! I would have a blocking problem! I did not want you to know I existed! I had a bad mouth; I would belittle a man soul with my words I would curse you like a sailor!
Throughout time it made me look evil and I did not recognize myself! I needed to get better! So, I focused on me, I completed a whole 360 of things with what I needed to do with self and to mind my own damn business! I finally realized I have never had a man! I can admit I have always had a BOY! I was selling myself short and it did not matter the age! A boy is a boy no matter the age, age is just a number! I have sincerely never had a man to be a man and not THE MAN in my life, trust me it is a difference! I have always given, and I never got it back!
I was always taking care of a boy and never had a man to lead in my life! What made me better! Was gaining me back, I got tired of being the crazy bitter bitch, yes, I said it! I finally decided to no longer be naive and I really wanted my smile back, so I decided to FULLY FOCUS on me! It made me better! Unblocking my long list on Facebook and Instagram and it was long list!
Finally forgiving the past for what it was, not for them but for me! Even if they did not say I am sorry that was a big thing because I was always looking for the I am sorry Jas!! My life is different because I am not looking for validation! I just want what is best for me, and the best was to become BETTER! Things are not perfect, and people are flawed but just know! It is your life and in line you cannot sweat and stress the small sh*t!! We gotta want better! Do YOU?! Yes, you do! You deserve it!!
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