Check in on your strong people.
I woke up drained recently! It was May 9th; I will never forget it. I just woke up tired, so exhausted to the extreme! I felt like bones in skin that were lifeless and very limp. I wear a lot of hats! I am a mom, a business owner, and I am trying to amend my marriage as well, it has been a pressure point in my life when I was down for the long haul, but I was left behind.
I have always been over the top! Let me explain ♥️ I have always wanted to love a person beyond my means, work a lot of jobs, so bills could not take a hold of me, and do a lot of things to stay busy. I want to stay focused and help anyone by any means. I am not sure if anyone is helping me! I normally do not ask for help but now I am asking.
I am asking for the simple text of how are you feeling, what are you doing, are you ok, and do you need a hug? It is hard to wake up sometimes. My anxiety gets the best of me sometimes. I am so heavy, it takes a lot just for me to push myself out of bed but, once I am up, I am OUT!
I pray for the people I love, the people that inspire me and motivate me, people that do not even know how much of an impact they can have in my life I pray for you!! For me I would like to just relax that is hard for me to do I will admit it!! I do not plan on getting on any medication for anxiety! I want to just do it on my own! I want to have someone that is there to say let me hold you to go to sleep without asking, as well as learn some more ways to relax on my own.
Being strong is hard work. I am in a place where I need to say, Samiya turn the phone off, business can wait for a minute! I need someone to be there like I am there for the world! It sounds too good to be true! But the anxiety of did I do this, did I do that, did I say this, did I say that did I pay this, did I pay that, can all be overwhelming time to time!! I want to be there for it all!! I would love someone to do that for me WITHOUT asking! Mental health and self-health are everything! If you do not do anything else " CHECK ON YOUR STRONG friends, and family member " assurance is everything.
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